Lilies Not for Me

Lilies Not for Me

Lilies Not for Me

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Lilies Not for Me

"Love cannot be cured."

2025

1h 39m

6.4(19 votes)

Drama

History

Overview

Haunted by a forbidden affair, a young man in a 1920s “conversion” clinic finds hope in a compassionate nurse who challenges the era’s cruel norms.

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Production Companies

Paradise City

Wolflight

Videos & Trailers

2 videos

Cast & Crew

17 members

Acting

Fionn O'Shea

Owen James

Fionn O'Shea

Acting

Robert Aramayo

Philip Fairfax

Robert Aramayo

Acting

Louis Hofmann

Charles Green

Louis Hofmann

Acting

Erin Kellyman

Dorothy Ellis

Erin Kellyman

Acting

Jodi Balfour

Alice

Jodi Balfour

Acting

Celeste Loots

Nurse

Celeste Loots

Acting

Aidan Scott

Young Man

Aidan Scott

Directing

Gabe Gabriel

Patient 1

Gabe Gabriel

Acting

Alexander Maniatis

Patient 2

Alexander Maniatis

Acting

Jacques Bessenger

Bartender

Jacques Bessenger

Acting

Albert Pretorius

Attendant

Albert Pretorius

Acting

Nicholas Pauling

Mr. Green

Nicholas Pauling

Acting

Adrienne Pearce

Matron

Adrienne Pearce

Acting

Michael Everson

Orderly

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Acting

Marc Pleass

Doctor

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Acting

Kyle Swart

Young Man

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Benjamin Pelser

Baby Vicky

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