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My Therapist Said, I am Full of Sadness

My Therapist Said, I am Full of Sadness

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My Therapist Said, I am Full of Sadness

2024

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Overview

Monica scours archive material for answers to the question of how queer life in Berlin and the wish to be accepted by their Christian-Indonesian parents can be reconciled.

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Monica Vanesa Tedja

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Monica Vanesa Tedja

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Riawan Tedja

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Juliani Jahja

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Charmaine Poh

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Andra Stefanowski

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Ariel Victor Arthanto

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