My Beginning!!

My Beginning!!

My Beginning!!

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My Beginning!!

"“Face it bare, the embrace begins.”"

2025

0h 30m

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This film is like a person standing naked in the middle of a square, covered in wounds, holding up a sign that says “Free Hug.” Many people come to embrace him, and he embraces many in return. Yet this does not mean that those who embrace him are unscarred—it is only that they are clothed. — Director Zhang Yu

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