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To Have Loved & Lost

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To Have Loved & Lost

2022

0h 20m

9.2(5 votes)

Drama

Overview

After a teen boy expresses his feelings for his lifelong best friend, he goes to "supernatural" lengths to avoid rejection. Careful what you wish for.

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7 featured cast members

Starring

Thomas Boyce

Thomas Boyce

Devante

Iyanni Pradia

Robin

L.D. Williams

Old Woman

Gabby Brugno

Jess

Landon Rouse

Kyle

Daniel Whaley

Jamie

Curtis Von

Curtis Von

Robin's Father

Creative team

Directed by: Thomas Boyce
Written by: Thomas Boyce

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