Notes on Vanishing

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Notes on Vanishing

"Forcing myself to ask an unspeakable question: should trans people make ourselves disappear?"

2025

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Moving image artist Lily Alexandre forces herself to ask an unspeakable question: should trans people make ourselves disappear?

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