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when i go i want it to hurt

when i go i want it to hurt

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when i go i want it to hurt

"and i hope that day will come soon"

2026

0h 42m

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Horror

Overview

Lo-Fi Murder-Suicide shot on the sketchiest digital you've ever seen. Skull-Crunching. Burning. Someone eating a stick of butter with the condom on. Slow nights and empty towns. Marcel Duchamp's Étant donnés.

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4 featured cast members

Starring

Avery Doe

Grace

Adelynn

Laura

autumn kotlar

Lake

Marcos

Terry

Creative team

Directed by: Autumn Kotlar

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