The Child I Never Was

The Child I Never Was

The Child I Never Was

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The Child I Never Was

"What Becomes a Serial Killer Most?"

2002

1h 21m

6.5(23 votes)

Drama

Crime

Overview

A serial killer dispassionately discusses the nuts and bolts of his grisly avocation, as well as the youthful traumas which helped to mold him into a psychopath, in this disturbing independent drama from Germany, based on the true story of of Germany's most famous child murderer Juergen Bartsch who, between the ages of 15 and 19, abused, tortured and killed four schoolboys in the Ruhr region of Germany from 1962 to 1966.

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WDR

Cast & Crew

8 members

Acting

Tobias Schenke

Jürgen Bartsch, Older

Tobias Schenke

Acting

Ulrike Bliefert

Gertrud Bartsch

Ulrike Bliefert

Acting

Walter Gontermann

Gerhard Bartsch

Walter Gontermann

Acting

Jürgen Christoph Kamcke

Father Seidlitz

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Acting

Sebastian Rüger

Young Deacon

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Acting

Stephan Szasz

Young Priest

Stephan Szasz

Acting

Roland Riebeling

Chaplain Herles

Roland Riebeling

Acting

Sebastian Urzendowsky

Jürgen Bartsch, Younger

Sebastian Urzendowsky

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